Two Brave Samurai~

Whaddup~
I haven't written a personal post in a little while, huh. Guess it's about time I did, seeing as I have nothing else to do. Actually, I never have anything else to do. But you knew that already.

Actually, some things have happened since my last post. Good, bad, neutral. But I don't really want to talk about the bad. Because it's too depressing. Seriously, Called≠Plan disbanding? That's just not okay. And I'm not okay with it. So I'm afraid I can't talk about it right now. I just can't.
Lalala anyway, what happened that was good, then? Well, I guess my 18th birthday is pretty good, right! Yeah well sort of. Because my birthday fell on a Sunday this year, I had to go to work. Work on my 18th birthday. Such fun. I didn't actually mind too much, because I didn't really want to do anything in particular for my birthday, so at least I got to do something. I'm just not really fussed about making a big deal of birthdays, you know. And it turned out alright, anyway, because in the evening I went out with my family to this amazing little Japanese restaurant called Kura. When we made the reservation, my parents told them it was my birthday, so two of the waiters (one of which was realllly cute) came and sang me happy birthday. It was so adorable. And then they gave me green tea ice cream with a little birthday candle in it, to which my mum added more candles that she bought with her. It was fun! Actually, we'd been to this restaurant before, and I'd always planned to have my first taste of sake there on my 18th birthday. Me and my friend thought that it would be appropriate for us to try the one called 'Two Brave Samurai', but 'Young Beautiful Boy' was also a contender. Seriously they had the most hilarious names for their sake. But, when we got there we both realized that we had forgotten our IDs. So we stuck with cola. It wasn't too disappointing though, because I don't really care for alcohol anyway, and the cola was much cheaper. It was a nice night, with good food and good company! Then when we got home I watched Howl's Moving Castle, which in case you weren't aware, is my favourite movie. Of all time. Ever. In the history of forever. So yeah, it was a good end to the day. I'm no legally an adult LOL WHAT I'M GOING TO BE IMMATURE FOREVER.

We ordered some sashimi for starters. I didn't actually take any other photos of our food, because we were all really hungry and just wanted to eat. Sorry not sorry.

Birthday ice cream! It was really nice of them to do that~

Another good thing that happened was the day before my birthday, when me and my friend went to get our nails done! I've wanted to have my nails done Japanese style for a long time, but I'd never been able to find anywhere here that does that kind of nail art. But then one day I stumbled across a sign for a little nail place in Auckland city called S's Nail, which is owned by a lovely Japanese lady called Satomi. So, I went and picked up a business flyer, and a couple of weeks before my birthday, I made an appointment. I actually emailed her some pictures of styles that I liked first, asking if she could do something similar. She replied saying she could, and gave me estimates of how much each design would cost. And I was pleasantly surprised, as her prices are extremely reasonable! So we turned up for our appointments, mine being first at 1 pm, and my friend at 2.30 pm. Our appointments went a little over time, though, so we were there until about 4.30. It's understandable though, it was a lot of work for one person. But it was so fun, and she was so nice that it didn't feel like that long at all. I'm really happy with how they came out, and I can't wait to go back to her for a new style in about a months time~ 

These are my nails, the photo is from her Facebook page (https://www.facebook.com/ssnailgelnail?ref=ts&fref=ts). The little bows/hearts and things are actually 3D art, made out of acrylic on top of the base gel, and then covered by clear gel. I have so many layers of paint/gel on my nails, I lost count. It was about $135 NZD for mine, which I though was pretty good, considering it took her about 2 hours. 

And of course, there's the compulsory mirror photo. I haven't really felt like wearing wigs lately, so that's my real hair, curled. I quite like it.

I guess I'd better wrap up this post soon, so the last good thing I'll talk about is the music I've recieved recently~ 

Golden Bomber's The Past Masters Vol. 1 (Types A+B) These albums were so cheap, and I couldn't decided which type I wanted the most, so I just went for both types. And I regret nothing. 

Also with this order was ALSDEAD's Separator, which I've already posted about (sort of). And you all know how much I fucking LOVE this band and this album. 

Then it was MEJIBRAY's mini MESSIAH.bat and LOST ASH's THE REAL. As for MESSIAH.bat, it's really good, and I'm really digging it right now. But I can't help that feel that Silvers.exe was better. But that's just my opinion. I've also already posted about THE REAL, so you should know already that I also fucking LOVE this album, this band is growing on me more and more every day. 

And lastly, Kameleo's Now! I adore Kameleo, these guys are really amazing. So fun and so unique. They're really fun to watch. And they're all such cool guys. The music is generally very positive and upbeat, but this album also showcases their softer, more sentimental side, in a way. And they manage to touch on some very serious issues without making it too in-your-face serious, which is admirable. I urge you to give them a go, really.

Actually, there is one more good thing that's happened. After five years of waiting, I finally got my lip pierced! It's a labret piercing, i.e. the one in the middle of the bottom lip. Am I visual kei yet?

The day after my 18th birthday I went and got it done. Here, you have to be 16 with parental permission, or 18 to get piercings other than nose/ears/belly button. My parents have always been against me getting it done, so I waited until I was 18, out of respect for them. But I talked it through with them, and explained that when I got it done, it wasn't an act of rebellion or out of disrespect for them, it was just something I've wanted for a long time and I was finally able to get it. They still don't agree with it, but they at least understood my position. Which is nice, because I really do respect my parents, and I don't want to make them unhappy. I don't have any photos with it yet, but hopefully next time!

Until then, children~

Now Playing - FLASH BACK by ALSDEAD

What's Up~?

Listening to Called≠Plan. Damn they're great. I can't wait to hear their new stuff, 'V-Rap Style', was it? The preview of the single sounds awesome. Although, I was under the impression that they would be changing the band name. Not that I mind, I like Called≠Plan. I would like to know what it means, though... where did they come up with it? Oh, and the new drummer is a sweetie, isn't he? Actually, C≠P is just a band full of ikemen OHGOD I USED A JAPANESE WORDS FUCK SORRY I MEANT GOOD LOOKING DUDES. I don't like to use random Japanese words, so I'm sorry about that. Anyway, what I mean is that they're all very aesthetically appealing men... Ehh, I'm trying to describe it without being all fangirlish, but it feels too unnatural  So I'm going to stop trying to sound sensible and mature here now. I mean they're sexy. Like, fuck are they sexy. I have strong feelings towards Yuuto in particular, holy damn, I would. Even just listening to his voice through my headphones is just hnnnnn. Plus, he's actually a really sweet guy! I'm not sure if it's true, but he said that he doesn't smoke or drink alcohol. I think the part about him smoking is legit, but I dunno if he actually doesn't drink. I've convinced myself that it is true, though, because it makes me feel more comfortable about my own choices to not drink or smoke. I can feel really lonely sometimes because of it, and I feel like I'll never meet anyone else like me, but when I think how Yuuto could be the same, it makes me feel stronger. And when I read that, I fell in love with him. Of course, not real love because I don't actually know him, but you know what I mean, right? Also, at first I never used to find Rei attractive, mainly because of his smoking, but in his latest blog post I've just been like well fuCK ME SIDEWAYS. And of course, Syu is always sexy. Ehehehe, sorry about this fangirling here! I didn't actually intend to talk about them this much, but I got carried away... and now I've forgotten what else I was going to talk about!

So, it's holiday time here, and you know what that means? It's time for me to request a fucktonne of manga to catch up on! Awww yisssssss. The way this works is, during the school term, I generally don't read much manga, unless I happen to be at the library and find one I am interested in. So when it comes to the break, I request and read as much manga as I can. I just finished requesting a whole bunch of manga from my library! Hopefully I'll get most of them by Friday. I currently have 24 requested. I feel a little awkward, because that is a lot of books, but I read them very quickly, and I honestly have nothing else to do for the next two weeks, so I'm going to read as much as I can. This is how my holiday reading is looking so far;

• Haruka: Beyond the Stream of Time vol. 12
• The Devil Does Exist vol. 10
• Love Com vol. 9
• Gakuen Alice vol. 14
• Mixed Vegetables vol. 5
• Hana-Kimi vol. 9
• Loveless vol. 9 (Finally! Been waiting for this for months! This series was my first exposure to the wonders of BL, and I'm so excited to read it I actually can't wait~)
• B.O.D.Y. vol. 6
• Black Butler vol. 9
• Bakuman vol.2
• Library Wars vol. 2 (This one is looking to be a good one!)
• The Tyrant Falls In Love vol.3 (Hehehe... >///<)
• Fullmetal Alchemist vol.7
• Honey Hunt vol.3 
• The Story of Saiunkoku vol.2
• Hetalia vol.2
• Naruto vol. 8 (Shhh I love Naruto ok XD)
• Psyren vol.2 (This one is really interesting! I've only read one volume, but I really recommend it! It's almost like Gantz... But waaaay less violent and explicit.)
• Sand Chronicles vol. 4
• Wild Ones vol. 2
• Heaven!! Vol. 2
• Ouran High School Host Club vol. 6 (Already read Ouran twice, but I'm reading it again)
• Crimson Hero vol. 3
• Girl Got Game vol. 1 (Requested this because it's the same artist as Love Attack! and Heaven!! Love her stories, especially her take-no-shit-from-anyone main girl characters)

Yeah, most are shoujo. I've already been over this, I'm a shoujo junkie. There are a couple that aren't shoujo  though. Not that it matters to me. I regret nothing, and I have nothing to hide. Except for The Tyrant Falls In Love, the only yaoi and 18+ manga on there. But I'll only hide that from my parents and most people I know in real life.... I'm a little worried that when I go to check it out from the library, they'll see on my account that I'm not 18, and ask me to get it out from the front desk or something. Usually I use the self checkouts... I don't want them to see it, because even the cover of it is obviously guy love... Oh well, if they do I just won't get it out. I'll read it online instead. XD

I also plan to watch as much Naruto as possible these holidays, to finally fill in all the gaps in my knowledge once and for all. No, I haven't seen every single episode. I've seen large chunks, but there are also chunks that I haven't watched yet. So I'm hoping to watch all of the original series. As for Shippuden, well... I'll say that I'm quite a way behind on that one... maybe next holidays I'll try catch up on that...

Oh wait, my next holiday isn't really a holiday. Because after this break, I only have three more weeks left of high school. Then it's three weeks of studying and final exams, and then... I'm free? My school life will be over until I go to Uni... but it's not really the same kind of student. Wow. Shit. Ok. It hadn't quite hit home yet. I still don't think it has. I just can't imagine not being at school anymore. I know I say that I hate it and everyone there, but honestly I'm not looking forward to leaving. Because there are people I will miss. Mostly, the Japanese students who have been here for two years and who I have become friends with. Also because, I'm gonna have to grow up. And I definitely don't want to do that. Ahh, I guess I'll think about all that when the time comes. No point worrying about it now. 

I'll leave it at that today. I'm still not happy with how my writing is... I feel like it will be painful for people to read. I'm sorry, and as always, I'll try harder next time~!

NP - I sing for you by THE KIDDIE (I love this song and band so much omfg)

HEYYEYAAEYAAAEYAEYAA

WHAT'S GOIN' ON?

PLEASE tell me I'm not the only one who watches that video on YouTube at least once a day. I need my daily dose. How about you?

In all seriousness though, that is relevant to what I want to talk about. I'm just thinking about the recent announcement from Called≠Plan. This is what I read yesterday, from fuckyeahcalledplan.tumblr.com;

"Thank you for always supporting Called≠Plan.

With the one-man tour, “Yozolion,” which begins today, the four-member band, Called≠Plan, will cease activity.

Starting from September, vocal Yuuto, guitar Otoha, guitar Rei, bass syu, and an additional new member will join to continue activity together.

The new member will be announced some time in the future, so until August 26th, please continue to support the current members in their activities.

Called≠Plan 
Planet CHILD Music"

So I read the first two lines and had the biggest heart attack moment. I love this band, I honestly don't know how I would deal if they disbanded. But I'm a little confused... From my understanding of this, what's going to happen is: The four guys (Yuuto, Otoha, Rei and Syu) will do their tour under the band name Called≠Plan. After that, they will change their band name and get a new band member. They will no longer be called Called≠Plan, but they are all still going to be in the same band, with an additional member. Is that right? If it is, then thank the lord, they are going to stay together as a band! I don't know why they had to freak everyone out with the whole "cease activity" thing. It's really misleading. They're just changing the band name... but I guess they'll change things up with their music and look and such. Ah well, I look forward to it. As long as they're all still together I'm happy. Seriously, I feel like these guys were made to be in a band together. The dynamic, everything just... works with them. 
AHHHH I just remembered. I was waiting for them to release a full album, so I never bought any of their singles or mini album. Booo! ><

The type of ZUCK's new album that I wanted is out of stock at CDJapan. That sucks. Would any of the other stores, like Cool Japan Store or Yes Asia have it? I guess I'll check them out. I really am serious about buying the album. I worry about ZUCK sometimes... And their music is fantastic. I know it's going to be a really great album, I just need a little more time to save up for it, that's all. Although, the type that I wanted was the one with my least favourite cover art... But I don't base it on cover art. I wanted type A, the one with the photobook and DVD. I guess I really should have got in sooner. I think I'll probably still buy one of the other types if I can't find A, anyway. I wish I could support the bands I listen to more...

Damn I forgot what else I had to say. This always happens. I need to fix this problem I have. Meh. I have a pile of manga to read for the weekend, so I guess I'll start on that. Maybe my thoughts will come flowing back. Or not. Herrrrrp.

NP - Иatural Pop by Orange Range

I Wish I Had Never Met You~

I've just recently discovered the band Dazzle Vision, and even though I haven't listened to them a lot yet, I already know that they're going to be a favourite. The singer is a girl, and she has a really sweet singing voice, but what I really love is her death voice. I find it so shocking and amazing that such intense growls can come from such a cute girl! I guess that's why their latest album is called Shocking Loud Voice. I'm seriously considering buying it, but I'm still thinking about it, because there is lots of other albums that I want to buy. Like
Called≠Plan's mini album NO Yancha!! NO Live!!. They're way up there in my long list of favourites, but I think I might wait until they release a full album. I also really want PIECE's new album BRAVE HEARTS, but it's soooooo expensive. It costs more than Golden Bomber albums. That's saying something. Being a visual kei fan sure is expensive. I really should think about looking for a job. =3=


In other news, I finally have a new iPod~ I'd had the same 4GB, lime green Nano for six years. I'm surprised it's even lasted this long. But it was starting to fall apart and I could only fit 400 songs on it and blahblahblah... So after a lot of careful consideration, I decided to go with the 64GB iPod touch. I know, 64GB is a lot. But I didn't want to take any chances, I want this iPod to last as long as possible. Plus, if it's touch, you have to take into consideration things like videos and photos and apps. That stuff takes up space too, so, I thought it's better to be safe than sorry. And I have to say, so far I love it. It's so exciting, technology these days! I talk like I'm an old person.. I'm only 17! 


I have mid-term exams starting this Friday. And fuck, look at me. When I should be studying and working on assessments that are due then, I'm sitting here derping around on the internet, writing shit that nobody cares about. Failure, here I come...


NP - mr.FIREBIRD by THE KIDDIE

Hey, Hey Mama!

So I recently started watching Hetalia: Axis Powers, and I have to say, I'm loving it. It was a pleasant surprise. I really wasn't sure what to expect, especially considering all the superyaoi fangirl pairings that I've seen around the interwebs... I held off watching it for this long because of that. I actually don't mind yaoi, although I prefer the less graphic stuff, but it's not exactly the kind of thing you can just be reading or watching when your parents walk in. I thought the actual show would have all these, y'know, pairings and such. But, gladly it doesn't. I guess the show does encourage these pairings, in a way, but not to the extent that it would bother the non-yaoi/BL fan, which is nice. It's a very funny, and quite frankly adorable, show, and even though I haven't even finished the first series yet, I know it's destined to be a favourite. The historical accuracy is a little off, though, but it makes up for that in lols and cuteness. I also find it interesting that Italy is shown as being the cowardly country - from what I've been taught in History it was France that was always waving the white flag, or crying for help. Hah. I know I had more to say, but I think I'll leave it at that for now.

I also joined last.fm recently. Recently as in, today. So feel free to friend me! I would love that, really~ I need some J-Rock/Visual Kei/Japan fan friends. I have none. //craicraiforeveralone
last.fm - http://www.last.fm/user/fairytears

It was the first day back at school today, after a disappointingly short two weeks. It made me realise just how much I hate people. Ugh. The whole day, I was thinking 'cannot deal cannot deal I want to go home'. And to make it worse, when all I want to do is just sink into the background and become part of the scenery, there always seems to be someone staring at me. Yes, I dyed my hair during the holidays. That doesn't call for raging stares of disbelief, bitter glares or snickering to your friends about how I'm so'lame' or some other judgemental bullshit that all those fucking plastic clones like to spout about people with even a scrap of individuality. Whoo. Sorry. End rant. Right. Tea, shower, and The Sims. That's my agenda for the night. I think I'll start now. Bye bye~

NP - 君PIECE by Called≠Plan