I Forgot How To Breathe~

No, really. I'm not being stupid and soppy and teenagerish. I actually have a breathing pattern disorder. It's called hyperventilation syndrome. Mine isn't quite as bad as it sounds. I don't do the hyperventilating, but that's because my case is only mild at the moment. I'm a chronic mouth breather, so that causes me to yawn and sigh all the time, and often feel like I'm hungry and gasping for air. I've just recently started seeing a specialist, so hopefully I will re-learn how to nose breathe. It feels really unnatural and uncomfortable at the moment, but apparently it can take two to three months to be comfortable with nose breathing again. But I'd rather spend three months trying to fix it than live with the feeling that I'm gonna die if I don't get enough air. I know I won't, but that's just how it feels, so I always find my self trying to breathe in through my mouth as deeply as possible. Not how you're supposed to do it. Also, this disorder isn't weird, it's actually pretty common, and can happen to people of any age. If you think you're having issues with breathing, get it checked out sooner rather than later mmkay~?

On Saturday I went to see a one hour screening of Adventure Time at the cinema! It cost $10, and we were SUPPOSED to get free Finn hats, but the dumbass organizers didn't order enough hats, so only the people under ten years old got one. Me and my friends, and numerous other viewers, were like, bitch please. There were only about ten kids under 10. The rest were teenagers, my age. Because let's be honest, Adventure Time is way more suited towards teenagers, or at least people over the age of ten. So we were all pretty mad about that (and we wrote some strongly worded complaints to the movie theatre when we got home), but seeing Adventure Time on a big screen was actually pretty awesome. I love Adventure Time, so I was just really happy and excited, and it was a fun experience. I wouldn't do it again for $10 though... maybe for $5.

So I've recently found some online stores that sell fake nails that I really love. I'm thinking about buying some soon, because I still have birthday money from my relatives. I think I'm going to buy a Tamiya t-shirt first though, the tell-tale sign of a Golden Bomber fan~ Could also be two-tone hair, face paint and Gachapin and Mukku things. XD

Threeeee moreeeee daaaaaays! And then a two week break. I know it doesn't sound like much, but still. I don't have to deal with people I don't like everyday. I can stay in my pajamas all day. I can catch up on some anime, and read the pile of manga I have waiting for me beside my bed. Which, in case you are curious, includes Fairy Cube, Loveless, Ouran High School Host Club, Shugo Chara!, Sand Chronicles, and others. I've already read all of Ouran, but it is my second favourite series ever, so I'm re-reading it for the millionth time. I actually only own four physical copies of it though. Slowly collecting them! It's such a wonderful series, so balanced and lovely. Tamaki is of course my favourite, but Hikaru is very, VERY close. I'm going to admit this now, I was never as drawn to Kyoya as many people seem to be. Mori was my favourite for a chapter or two. And for my first watching of the anime (yes, I watched the anime first), I adored Honey. But I've actually come to really dislike Honey. I can't be bothered explaining it much further than that right now, though. I've also read Shugo Chara! before, it's also a favourite, but I'm yet to watch the anime. I actually think I've written about Shugo Chara! in this blog before... Hey, maybe I'll spend my break watching the anime! As for Loveless, I'm actually up to volume 9, but I haven't been able to find it anywhere, so I'm re-reading what I've read so far. I'll probably watch the anime for that in the break too. But I really want to read on! It's so good where I've come to a stop, and the suspense is killing me! Must find! I don't really like reading manga online, I prefer to hold the actual book in my hand. Of course, I have to read a lot online, but I always check the library first. It's usually pretty good, my library.

Speaking of the library, I've requested Black Butler volume 9, but at the moment I'm number 28 on the hold list. I'm not going to get it for at least a month. Gahh, so much suspense~ =_=

Damn, now I'm in one of those moods where I really want to talk about anime and manga! But I don't have time right now. I know, I'm nowhere near close to an expert, and I guess in comparison to some others I don't read/watch that many series, but I still love it and love to talk about it none-the-less. Maybe one day I'll do a post purely dedicated to my anime and manga!

Wow, long post today. Cool beans. :3

NP - Pandora by Mix Speaker's,Inc.

New Nickname~

A couple of weeks ago, my Japanese student and her sister were thinking of a Japanese name for me and my friend. I think mine ended up as Misa. Being a Death Note fan, I was more than happy with this, haha. And plus, it sort of sounds like the nickname for my real name anyway; Melissa = Missy = Misa. It works, right? I'm just wondering if I should start calling myself that. Obviously not in real life, but on here, in this world they call Le Internet. I think I will, it's much cuter than my actual name...
Oh, and I don't remember what my friend got. I don't think they have though of one fore her yet. xD

DAMMIT, CDJAPAN, TAKE ALL MY LIMBS. I JUST NEED THE MUSIC.

Sorry for that outburst. That's pretty much been my entire thought process for the past week. Sigh. Seriously though, I really am considering buying Piko's new album and ACE's new album. If I buy them soon, I can get a poster with each. But, the catch. Including shipping (the cheapest kind), it would cost me NZ$120. That's almost all of the money I have saved right now. Gone, on just two CDs. Is it worth it? I'm going back and fourth, like, one minute I'll be thinking it's totally worth it, then the next minute I'm like, GET A HOLD OF YOURSELF YOU CAN'T SPEND THAT MUCH MONEY ON TWO ALBUMS. I'm so fucking conflicted. Someone help me, I need some kind of divine inspiration~

Recently, I've decided that I want to get a Totoro tattoo. I know, I know. "That's not very original" herpderp, newsflash, neither are flowers or feathers or stars or birds or meaningful quotes about hope or whatever else people get as tattoos. Idgaf what I'm told, I adore Totoro, I adore Miyazki-san and I adore Studio Ghibli, so I'm going to do it. I think it will make a cute first tattoo. And It's only going to be small, so no big deal.

Also on the note of deciding things I that I want to get in the hopes of making my lame, derpy, totally un-cute self at least a little bit cuter. I really want Japanese fake nails. You know, the kind that Kyary Pamyu Pamyu has! They're so adorable. I'm going to go to the city this weekend and see if there's any places that would sell/do them here. Otherwise I'll have to find them online or something. Fooh~

That's all. I actually had a little more to write than I though. Meh. (￣^￣)ゞ


NP - With Me by Blu-BiLLioN